"Don't let

me die"




"The small painful wound you made

 does not equal to the years it will take for it to heal."

Feb 5, 2005

Mood: Angsty & Mad / Wants: A New Cellphone /Has: Angry thoughts / Doing at the moment: Taking Medication / Is angry with: STILL Japhet Bernardo/ Has forgiven: No one in particular

 I've changed the layout to my site & has been working hard blooging it. As you can see I've changed from the original "Riku" of KH layout, I have changed it into the "Cloud Strife"  of Final Fantasy:VII layout which I've always wanted to use. XD though I am not a big fan of him. I am currently doing nothing in particular except for medication & deep breathing. I plan to watch FFVII: Advent Children trailers later on after I finish doing my mother's task on which she has assigned to me  (Solar System Research).

overall: Seig need a lot of Ice cream & therapy. I must convince my mum to buy me a new cellphone.

Quote: "Why would I forgive someone who suddenly realized he's wrong when I was going to tell my mother? When he tortures me almost daily?"

I am Currently the:  

Due to the fact I feel abandoned by my own friends. I am currently "The Forsaken One" & I'd feel even more abandoned if you, my faithful reader, abandoned me.
 

"Do you pray every night that I won't wake up the next morning?"

Feb 4, 2005

Mood: Mad as Heck / Wants: Revenge /Has: Asthma / Doin at the moment: Taking Medication / Is angry with: Japhet Bernardo/ Has forgiven: No one in particular

 An asthma attack at school caused me to go home early that day. Due to the fact I stood up against that bully (Japhet "Bakero" Bernardo) I practically collapsed in front of my friends. Though the day wielded bad results, it also wielded good ones as well. I finally Had time to rest  & to memorize my verses for the next week. I also had time to relax & think about what I have wrought upon my self, and to also work on my Florante at Laura project.

overall: I feel wasted & pained. I must take my anger out on a FanFic

Quote: "I often Wonder if I deserved such a miserable fate"

I am Currently the:

I feel like fate is not on my side. Everyone is against me & nothing is going my way. I just hope this doesn't keep going of else my life would probably be a "Series of Unfortunate Events" For today I am "The Damned One" (Courtesy of Vincent Valentine XD)

"Well the scene Begins"

Feb 3, 2005

Mood: Perky / Wants: Kadaj & Reno /Has: Loz >< / Doin at the moment: Acting / Is angry with: SquareEnix / Has forgiven: Luke

I was soo happy!!! XD I played an important role in our short skit. As some people know, I love acting, (I'm a trumpheteer) & I played the role of a Cult leader & it was soo much fun, well except for the part of the slapping & the evil laugh (I was breathing soo hard). I was oh so excited with the part that I almost forgot my lines (Yes, Seig loves playing the part of the bad girl). Nathan wasn't bad either! HE WAS AWESOME! XD Though we both can't stop laughing our asses off. And Audrey was awesome too! And so was Sunday, CJ & Eunice! 

overall: I'm soo tired & out of breath! XD

Quote: "Disguised as a cow I avoided the dairy, fear of being milked"

I am Currently the:

I feel like I'm going to faint from so much happiness. I loved acting even though Japhet pissed me off today. I wish we can do a sequel of our skit. "sKulto finish" (Cult to Finish) For today I am "The Pretender" (Courtesy of Sora XD)

"A La Turk: Seighart "

Feb 2, 2005

Mood: Excited / Wants: Josef Mengele's Lab coat! /Has: Caricatures of Hitler / Doin at the moment: Reporting about Israel /Is angry with: Mathematics / Has forgiven: My group mates

 I'M SOO HAPPY! I finally made my report about Israel & my classmates loved it soo much! XD I was soo excited that morning that I did great in all my subjects before the report. XD Ten points for Seighart! After the report I gained a new alias "Josef Mengle (Yosef Mengle)" my favorite Nazi Scientist XD. And I also scored a 95 on our P.E. (Soccer) XD

overall: Great! I FEEL SOO ALIVE & SOO APPRECIATED. I wish this would last forever.

Quote: "You're just a puppet, therefore you have no heart."

I am Currently the:

 I feel so hyped up & ready! Even at the end of the day I wanted to keep going due to the fact me & my classmates enjoyed our little report. I wish I could do it again. I am currently "The Wizard" (Courtesy of Sieghart the Element Master XD)